i really felt tat...i being ignore in co.....so stress....bt no 1 und my feeling...y  so struggle in co?? just because me is the vice disciplne?? oh gosh..cn they don't eing so childish?? f4 already!!!!!!haiz.....nw.....don't know y i'm so upset nw.....really.....so disappointed......n so bore.....oh my gosh...hw i face them.......y me gt many fan nao?? no one cn console me.....depress nw.....wanna cry.....bt i really can't cry out...wat the reason huh?? help me.....